Neck Deep by Carolyn Ambriano
3.28.14 | Philadelphia, PA
I am finally over my Ex. It’s such a great feeling. I was always worried that I would easily fall back and she could just text me one thing and I would be back at her feet. Yet I know for a fact I am over her. I am happier without her. I feel better about myself and it’s not like I am lonely. This weekend I went out to a play and meet a cute chick that gave me her number and then went to a few party’s and had other people ask me for my number and all. This seem like it’s not a big deal but this was really the first time it has happen to me. I am finally becoming the confident man I always wanted to be.
Friday night was the last night at my house before I moved back home. So of course I got super shitty drunk and then did donuts in my backyard and ran into the fence. Lucky was boss/bestfriend was there to pull my car out. Also texted my Ex to come over and hang out and she said she would but all ready had plans. Which is super weird because almost the first time talking to her in a month. Friday night was a weird and super funny and fun night.
Life is just throwing some heavy shit at me right now. Moving home isn’t what I had plan yet I will be saving some extra money. My ex has been laying heavy on my mind recently for some reason. My love life is no where. Just want something to go my way.